A Warrior's To-Do List

Well, I'm 2 weeks into the next step in my unfoldment and I still feel like a hopelessly confused mess. I ask myself, what is it that I want? I want to be a warrior. Although I think I'm not very good at it. I think what I'm trying to do is erase my hard drive, so to speak, but how?

I like the idea of going to Eden, http://www.edenproject.com/, and then hiking and camping along the southwest coastal path, http://www.southwestcoastalpath.co.uk/,but I need to do more research on the trains. I don't understand how we get around on the trains or how much it costs. Right now I'm spending £32 per day on housing and underground. So if I spend less on housing by camping (let's say £16 per day) that leaves £16 per day for trains and buses (£112 per week), but I have no idea what that means in terms of how far we can travel, how many days, etc. So I gotta do some research.

Here's a list I came up with about what I'm supposed to be doing here:

1) Washing away the past
2) Breaking out of old patterns
3) Challenging myself
4) Becoming a warrior
5) Trusting the Spirit to guide me
6) Learning to make decisions and stick with them
7) Developing unbending intent
8) Learning to trust my intuition
9) Reading the Castaneda books, learn as much as I can from them, and put the principles into practice
10) Turning off the internal dialogue
11) Doing some free-writing every day
12) Conquer all my fears